10.2.11

Today had school. Was kinda boring though. Especially PE. Madm Wong keep telling us about things when we already learn before and the class is damn noisy. She just kept wasting the time.I realise that this class have a huge problem in controlling they mouth. Seriously, its like we are at the fish market where everyone shouts like nobody business. Well, we went for 2 rounds of jogging and then headed for Badminton. We mananged to play for only 30mins while other class can play longer. I just our class really has a problem. Then after PE had recess, bought Green tea and headed back to class. Mr Simon's lesson wasnt that bad. He taught us about compo and also let us watch some touching family video. It was AWESOME! After that we had chemisty. And Ms Siti took charge of us. She took 15mins of her time asking us to clear the rubbish and also shouted us. But I really admire what she said, 'When You Learn To Love Yourself, You Will Then Learn How To Love Others.'- Ms Siti. Not forgetting Ms Loo, She said something too. ' Do To Others And Others Will Do Back To You.- Ms Loo. Then after all these, we had art and Home Sweet Home. After school, headed to to get LED light bulbs with MingFei and Nikki. Then we headed to Vivo. Went to Diso and gotten some stuffs. Then we walked around the whole shopping center. I brought dog,s donut for my dog! Its so cute! Then we kept walking till its 8. Nikki went home first then followed by me and MingFei. Once I reached home, I straight away went to try out my Neon Fireflies. And guess what, IT WORKS! :)

7.2.11

Today is my worst day ever. Thought of going to Tina and ask if she could be my Valentine. But I received a rejection and I was just about to break down. But I guess, Happiness is just the best disguise. Well, She wants me to give up. And promise that I wont give her anymore things. Its like a knife went it. Right into my heart. Leaving a huge scar. I don't understand why does my love life has to be like this. I'm feeling sad because she did reject me. And I knew the truth, she has no feelings for me.. Not a bit. And she wants me to promise that I would stop buying her stuffs. And we can remain friends. I hate all these facts. Its just tearing my heart into many pieces. She's the only girl that I ever love so much that I cried so much for. I place her as my first priority in life. Whatever I strive for is for her sake. And now that her words has already cut everything, I'm just like a useless piece of rubbish laying around. Its like a football player without his foot. A couple that can never give birth anymore. All the hopes and wishes just crashed down like heavy stones. I decided to make a last Valentine gift for her. Since its the last gift, I wish to do it perfectly. And she hopes that I can move on. Which I tried telling myself, and my answer is I cant. Because I Love Her and I don't want to fall for others. I should just tell her that I gave up but actual fact is I didn't and I will Never. Sigh, I wish I was strong enough. People say that why I don't go for Lesbian. Isn't it easier, but have they ever thought about this. You don't love someone because it is easier to chase but you follow your heart. Be it even if they ain't lesbian, it doesn't really matter. Because you Love them for their heart and not their mind. You don't look at their pictures. Instead, look at them. You Love them not the pictures. They tends to say that even if Tina likes me now and we're together, we might not last long. And what if I fall deeper for her? Wouldn't I feel hurt more? Fact is NO. Because I'm already happy to be together with her once. Loving her is just the best wish to have. Beside, I'm happy that our memories stays in my head. Well, all I could say is I Love Her.

Here's Another Video. :)

6.2.2011

5.2.2011

Went Marina Barrage with Esther and Beatrice. Sweetha Suppose to come also. And 1 more person which they don't wanna tell me.

In the end, Sweetha couldn't make it. So left Esther, Beatrice and Me.
We went to fly kite. I didn't really fly cause Imma lazy bastard. Haha! I took Pictures while they do the flying.

See that? Nice right? ;D
After all the kite flying, we went to Dhoby to walk around. I brought Esther this wallet that she finds it cute.

Cute uh? I don't think so! Haha! :P After all these shopping, we went to play Arcade. Jubeat, video games. Like Tekken. Pro!Then headed to Kristiania's house for a game of pool. :)It was the First time I ever played this year, Kinda suck much. After that, we all headed home. :) Reached home and I was busy making a video. Didn't really complete it but decided to continue tomorrow. So yeah fell asleep.

6.2.2011

Woke up late today and I actually skip church. :( Well, kinda lazy to leave house so I continued with my Video. I managed to finish it but it doesn't seems to be nice. Spent the whole day practicing my guitaring and vocal. I know I cant sing but I try my best to improve in it. And also busy thinking of what to get for Tina for Valentine's. Although she isn't free on that day, I will still give her something special. Because I Love Her. :)