Thursday, February 10, 2011
10.2.11
Today had school. Was kinda boring though. Especially PE. Madm Wong keep telling us about things when we already learn before and the class is damn noisy. She just kept wasting the time.I realise that this class have a huge problem in controlling they mouth. Seriously, its like we are at the fish market where everyone shouts like nobody business. Well, we went for 2 rounds of jogging and then headed for Badminton. We mananged to play for only 30mins while other class can play longer. I just our class really has a problem. Then after PE had recess, bought Green tea and headed back to class. Mr Simon's lesson wasnt that bad. He taught us about compo and also let us watch some touching family video. It was AWESOME! After that we had chemisty. And Ms Siti took charge of us. She took 15mins of her time asking us to clear the rubbish and also shouted us. But I really admire what she said, 'When You Learn To Love Yourself, You Will Then Learn How To Love Others.'- Ms Siti. Not forgetting Ms Loo, She said something too. ' Do To Others And Others Will Do Back To You.- Ms Loo. Then after all these, we had art and Home Sweet Home. After school, headed to to get LED light bulbs with MingFei and Nikki. Then we headed to Vivo. Went to Diso and gotten some stuffs. Then we walked around the whole shopping center. I brought dog,s donut for my dog! Its so cute! Then we kept walking till its 8. Nikki went home first then followed by me and MingFei. Once I reached home, I straight away went to try out my Neon Fireflies. And guess what, IT WORKS! :)
Monday, February 7, 2011
7.2.11
Today is my worst day ever. Thought of going to Tina and ask if she could be my Valentine. But I received a rejection and I was just about to break down. But I guess, Happiness is just the best disguise. Well, She wants me to give up. And promise that I wont give her anymore things. Its like a knife went it. Right into my heart. Leaving a huge scar. I don't understand why does my love life has to be like this. I'm feeling sad because she did reject me. And I knew the truth, she has no feelings for me.. Not a bit. And she wants me to promise that I would stop buying her stuffs. And we can remain friends. I hate all these facts. Its just tearing my heart into many pieces. She's the only girl that I ever love so much that I cried so much for. I place her as my first priority in life. Whatever I strive for is for her sake. And now that her words has already cut everything, I'm just like a useless piece of rubbish laying around. Its like a football player without his foot. A couple that can never give birth anymore. All the hopes and wishes just crashed down like heavy stones. I decided to make a last Valentine gift for her. Since its the last gift, I wish to do it perfectly. And she hopes that I can move on. Which I tried telling myself, and my answer is I cant. Because I Love Her and I don't want to fall for others. I should just tell her that I gave up but actual fact is I didn't and I will Never. Sigh, I wish I was strong enough. People say that why I don't go for Lesbian. Isn't it easier, but have they ever thought about this. You don't love someone because it is easier to chase but you follow your heart. Be it even if they ain't lesbian, it doesn't really matter. Because you Love them for their heart and not their mind. You don't look at their pictures. Instead, look at them. You Love them not the pictures. They tends to say that even if Tina likes me now and we're together, we might not last long. And what if I fall deeper for her? Wouldn't I feel hurt more? Fact is NO. Because I'm already happy to be together with her once. Loving her is just the best wish to have. Beside, I'm happy that our memories stays in my head. Well, all I could say is I Love Her.
Sunday, February 6, 2011
6.2.2011
5.2.2011
Went Marina Barrage with Esther and Beatrice. Sweetha Suppose to come also. And 1 more person which they don't wanna tell me.
In the end, Sweetha couldn't make it. So left Esther, Beatrice and Me.
We went to fly kite. I didn't really fly cause Imma lazy bastard. Haha! I took Pictures while they do the flying.
We went to fly kite. I didn't really fly cause Imma lazy bastard. Haha! I took Pictures while they do the flying.
See that? Nice right? ;DAfter all the kite flying, we went to Dhoby to walk around. I brought Esther this wallet that she finds it cute.
Cute uh? I don't think so! Haha! :P After all these shopping, we went to play Arcade. Jubeat, video games. Like Tekken. Pro!Then headed to Kristiania's house for a game of pool. :)It was the First time I ever played this year, Kinda suck much. After that, we all headed home. :) Reached home and I was busy making a video. Didn't really complete it but decided to continue tomorrow. So yeah fell asleep.
6.2.2011
Woke up late today and I actually skip church. :( Well, kinda lazy to leave house so I continued with my Video. I managed to finish it but it doesn't seems to be nice. Spent the whole day practicing my guitaring and vocal. I know I cant sing but I try my best to improve in it. And also busy thinking of what to get for Tina for Valentine's. Although she isn't free on that day, I will still give her something special. Because I Love Her. :)
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
19.1.11
Had Biology for the first two periods. Kinda boring as we drew and drew structures of the cells.
Next, we had art. We rushed down as we only left with 5 minutes to reach.
Art lesson was the awesomest lesson for today. We were suppose to draw each other.
Using the left and right hand, draw your classmate.
First I drew Huiqin. And guess what? It turn out to be epic! It doesnt even look like her!
Then I drew Alex. For Alex, it was easier to draw as she has only short hair.
But after everything, but also damn epic. I realise that my left hand could draw better.
Spent almost the whole lesson laughing. :)
We had recess. But i didnt go because I havent finish my work.
So went back to class to get it done. Got Alex to help me buy food up.
Maths lesson with the whole class was just stupid.
Everyone making noises. I couldnt concentrate. But i still managed to focus on my work.
Sometimes I feel as through our class are like Zoo. Or maybe Fish Market.
Everyone tends to shout at each other when they are just beside each other.
In fact, they also like to shout across the classroom. :/
After 1 period of maths was English.
Mr Simon let us watch a video of crime watch and we were suppose to write down the climax of it.
He then tell us his stories. First was love. Next was Ghost. :)
His love stories are always meaningful and touching.
Well, school ended. Stayed back with Jaslyn, Alex and Jafni.
Chit chat around and gossip. Then Tina's sister joined us.
Tina had CCA. SHE IS COOL IN HER UNIFORM! :)
Okay, post another day then bye! :)
Next, we had art. We rushed down as we only left with 5 minutes to reach.
Art lesson was the awesomest lesson for today. We were suppose to draw each other.
Using the left and right hand, draw your classmate.
First I drew Huiqin. And guess what? It turn out to be epic! It doesnt even look like her!
Then I drew Alex. For Alex, it was easier to draw as she has only short hair.
But after everything, but also damn epic. I realise that my left hand could draw better.
Spent almost the whole lesson laughing. :)
We had recess. But i didnt go because I havent finish my work.
So went back to class to get it done. Got Alex to help me buy food up.
Maths lesson with the whole class was just stupid.
Everyone making noises. I couldnt concentrate. But i still managed to focus on my work.
Sometimes I feel as through our class are like Zoo. Or maybe Fish Market.
Everyone tends to shout at each other when they are just beside each other.
In fact, they also like to shout across the classroom. :/
After 1 period of maths was English.
Mr Simon let us watch a video of crime watch and we were suppose to write down the climax of it.
He then tell us his stories. First was love. Next was Ghost. :)
His love stories are always meaningful and touching.
Well, school ended. Stayed back with Jaslyn, Alex and Jafni.
Chit chat around and gossip. Then Tina's sister joined us.
Tina had CCA. SHE IS COOL IN HER UNIFORM! :)
Okay, post another day then bye! :)
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
18.1.11
Not feeling well in the morning.
But felt better after that, so got my dad to fetch me to school.
Was late and had to stand in front. But it was my first time so I don't have to stand for 30mins.
Then head back to class for Maths. I LOVE EMATHS.
Did worksheets. The time pass so fast! Then went back for English period.
After English was Recess. Ate Yong Tau Foo with Isabel.
Sat with Tina. :) I Love Her Voice. :D
After recess was SS. Kinda boring as the relieve teacher, Mr Jason Chua keep showing us slides.
Felt kinda tired and slept for awhile.
Then had History. I did my work! :) Those who didn't do had to get out of the class.
Did less than 3 sentence had to stand at the back.
Lucky me yeah. We did some structure writing. I don't really understand.
Gotta ask him another day. Then had Biology.
Did worksheets and go through. Kinda boring also.
Somehow, I didnt see Esther during the whole lesson.
I then realise that she wasnt feeling well. Never go doctor.
Then after lesson, me and Nicole went to sickbay to check on her.
The room damn smelly. >< Nicole went to get her things as she had to go home.
Lunch in the class was cool. I was sleeping again. :P
Saranya was using hand phone and she got caught by a prefect. Stupid much.
They were auguring about it and disturbing me from my sleep.
Had Common test after that, did some narrative writing.
I guess I'm just gonna flunk in this test. :/
After school, headed to Macs with Sweetha, Kiran, Jaslyn and Huiqin.
Did some studying there? I still haven finish my work.
Now I'm still learning River Flows In You. And practicing my guitar to get my tune for the song.
Gosh, tomorrow got Art and its gonna be a tiring day.
I miss Tina so badly.
Heard her answer from Isabel just broke my heart.
Holding her hand? Telling her how much I really love her? How much she meant to me?
Its just never impossible. Not that I don't have the courage to say.
But is that she might feel awkward and avoid me.
I don't want all these to happen. Without her, I really really can die.
I Love Her. I Always Will. You Got My Words.
But felt better after that, so got my dad to fetch me to school.
Was late and had to stand in front. But it was my first time so I don't have to stand for 30mins.
Then head back to class for Maths. I LOVE EMATHS.
Did worksheets. The time pass so fast! Then went back for English period.
After English was Recess. Ate Yong Tau Foo with Isabel.
Sat with Tina. :) I Love Her Voice. :D
After recess was SS. Kinda boring as the relieve teacher, Mr Jason Chua keep showing us slides.
Felt kinda tired and slept for awhile.
Then had History. I did my work! :) Those who didn't do had to get out of the class.
Did less than 3 sentence had to stand at the back.
Lucky me yeah. We did some structure writing. I don't really understand.
Gotta ask him another day. Then had Biology.
Did worksheets and go through. Kinda boring also.
Somehow, I didnt see Esther during the whole lesson.
I then realise that she wasnt feeling well. Never go doctor.
Then after lesson, me and Nicole went to sickbay to check on her.
The room damn smelly. >< Nicole went to get her things as she had to go home.
Lunch in the class was cool. I was sleeping again. :P
Saranya was using hand phone and she got caught by a prefect. Stupid much.
They were auguring about it and disturbing me from my sleep.
Had Common test after that, did some narrative writing.
I guess I'm just gonna flunk in this test. :/
After school, headed to Macs with Sweetha, Kiran, Jaslyn and Huiqin.
Did some studying there? I still haven finish my work.
Now I'm still learning River Flows In You. And practicing my guitar to get my tune for the song.
Gosh, tomorrow got Art and its gonna be a tiring day.
I miss Tina so badly.
Heard her answer from Isabel just broke my heart.
Holding her hand? Telling her how much I really love her? How much she meant to me?
Its just never impossible. Not that I don't have the courage to say.
But is that she might feel awkward and avoid me.
I don't want all these to happen. Without her, I really really can die.
I Love Her. I Always Will. You Got My Words.
Sunday, January 16, 2011
16.1.11
Woke up at 12 today. Kinda late yeah.
Suppose to meet Isabel at Woodlands to study together.
But because she left home late, her mum didn't allow.
So guess what, I headed to Suntec to look for my DG.
Service ended at around 4 plus? I'm not quite sure as I didn't attend today.
So waited at Sky Garden for them.
Busy listening to my music and looking at her pics.
First song, 'River flows in you.'
Makes me wanna cry. Because I Miss Her so badly.
Second song, 'Just The Way You Are.'
Makes me think of her, how amazing she is.
Third song, 'That should be me'
Makes me feel bad about all this while.
Where I had the chances to do what I want to do,
But because I lack of courage, I didn't and I regretted.
Well, thinking back about those time we had,
Makes me feel happy and great.
But after all these, things faded.
Her feelings, but mine didn't.
Because I always love her.
Be it in everything I do, I will do my best for her.
Because I couldn't stop loving her.
She is just my everything. I Love Tina And Forever I Will.
Suppose to meet Isabel at Woodlands to study together.
But because she left home late, her mum didn't allow.
So guess what, I headed to Suntec to look for my DG.
Service ended at around 4 plus? I'm not quite sure as I didn't attend today.
So waited at Sky Garden for them.
Busy listening to my music and looking at her pics.
First song, 'River flows in you.'
Makes me wanna cry. Because I Miss Her so badly.
Second song, 'Just The Way You Are.'
Makes me think of her, how amazing she is.
Third song, 'That should be me'
Makes me feel bad about all this while.
Where I had the chances to do what I want to do,
But because I lack of courage, I didn't and I regretted.
Well, thinking back about those time we had,
Makes me feel happy and great.
But after all these, things faded.
Her feelings, but mine didn't.
Because I always love her.
Be it in everything I do, I will do my best for her.
Because I couldn't stop loving her.
She is just my everything. I Love Tina And Forever I Will.
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