19.1.11

Had Biology for the first two periods. Kinda boring as we drew and drew structures of the cells.
Next, we had art. We rushed down as we only left with 5 minutes to reach.
Art lesson was the awesomest lesson for today. We were suppose to draw each other.
Using the left and right hand, draw your classmate.
First I drew Huiqin. And guess what? It turn out to be epic! It doesnt even look like her!
Then I drew Alex. For Alex, it was easier to draw as she has only short hair.
But after everything, but also damn epic. I realise that my left hand could draw better.
Spent almost the whole lesson laughing. :)
We had recess. But i didnt go because I havent finish my work.
So went back to class to get it done. Got Alex to help me buy food up.
Maths lesson with the whole class was just stupid.
Everyone making noises. I couldnt concentrate. But i still managed to focus on my work.
Sometimes I feel as through our class are like Zoo. Or maybe Fish Market.
Everyone tends to shout at each other when they are just beside each other.
In fact, they also like to shout across the classroom. :/
After 1 period of maths was English.
Mr Simon let us watch a video of crime watch and we were suppose to write down the climax of it.
He then tell us his stories. First was love. Next was Ghost. :)
His love stories are always meaningful and touching.
Well, school ended. Stayed back with Jaslyn, Alex and Jafni.
Chit chat around and gossip. Then Tina's sister joined us.
Tina had CCA. SHE IS COOL IN HER UNIFORM! :)
Okay, post another day then bye! :)

18.1.11

Not feeling well in the morning.
But felt better after that, so got my dad to fetch me to school.
Was late and had to stand in front. But it was my first time so I don't have to stand for 30mins.
Then head back to class for Maths. I LOVE EMATHS.
Did worksheets. The time pass so fast! Then went back for English period.
After English was Recess. Ate Yong Tau Foo with Isabel.
Sat with Tina. :) I Love Her Voice. :D
After recess was SS. Kinda boring as the relieve teacher, Mr Jason Chua keep showing us slides.
Felt kinda tired and slept for awhile.
Then had History. I did my work! :) Those who didn't do had to get out of the class.
Did less than 3 sentence had to stand at the back.
Lucky me yeah. We did some structure writing. I don't really understand.
Gotta ask him another day. Then had Biology.
Did worksheets and go through. Kinda boring also.
Somehow, I didnt see Esther during the whole lesson.
I then realise that she wasnt feeling well. Never go doctor.
Then after lesson, me and Nicole went to sickbay to check on her.
The room damn smelly. >< Nicole went to get her things as she had to go home.
Lunch in the class was cool. I was sleeping again. :P
Saranya was using hand phone and she got caught by a prefect. Stupid much.
They were auguring about it and disturbing me from my sleep.
Had Common test after that, did some narrative writing.
I guess I'm just gonna flunk in this test. :/
After school, headed to Macs with Sweetha, Kiran, Jaslyn and Huiqin.
Did some studying there? I still haven finish my work.
Now I'm still learning River Flows In You. And practicing my guitar to get my tune for the song.
Gosh, tomorrow got Art and its gonna be a tiring day.
I miss Tina so badly.
Heard her answer from Isabel just broke my heart.
Holding her hand? Telling her how much I really love her? How much she meant to me?
Its just never impossible. Not that I don't have the courage to say.
But is that she might feel awkward and avoid me.
I don't want all these to happen. Without her, I really really can die.
I Love Her. I Always Will. You Got My Words.

16.1.11

Woke up at 12 today. Kinda late yeah.
Suppose to meet Isabel at Woodlands to study together.
But because she left home late, her mum didn't allow.
So guess what, I headed to Suntec to look for my DG.
Service ended at around 4 plus? I'm not quite sure as I didn't attend today.
So waited at Sky Garden for them.
Busy listening to my music and looking at her pics.
First song, 'River flows in you.'
Makes me wanna cry. Because I Miss Her so badly.
Second song, 'Just The Way You Are.'
Makes me think of her, how amazing she is.
Third song, 'That should be me'
Makes me feel bad about all this while.
Where I had the chances to do what I want to do,
But because I lack of courage, I didn't and I regretted.
Well, thinking back about those time we had,
Makes me feel happy and great.
But after all these, things faded.
Her feelings, but mine didn't.
Because I always love her.
Be it in everything I do, I will do my best for her.
Because I couldn't stop loving her.
She is just my everything. I Love Tina And Forever I Will.

15.1.11

Woke up late today and rushed for my dental appointment.
They did some dough thingy on my teeth.
So disgusting. Its blue in colour! HAH!
Then told me that I still got to pluck out 4 more of my adult teeth before I can put braces.
I guess I will be done by June? Hopefully yeah.
Then went home to rest as I wasn't feeling that well.
Past few days has been under the rain most of the time.
So yeah, slept alot.
Woke up and had dinner that was cooked by my Sis.
ITS AWESOME! I LOVE HER COOKING. :)
Well, gave Tina a call to ask if she wanna study tomorrow.
Her voice is so nice that I could melt anytime.
Well, wanted to call her again but she didn't pick up.
So never mind, hopefully get to see her tomorrow during Church.
Kinda sad that she couldn't join us for study with Isabel.
But its okay, I will miss her alot.
Watching Point Of Entry and listening to River Flows In You.
I miss Tina Soon. I Love Her Just The Way She Is. :)

14.1.11

Had school today. Went school kinda early cause I got to open the class door.
I accidentally brought back the class key.
Then went back out to wait for Anthea and Isabel. Tina too. :)
School is kinda boring today. Esther and Tina was kinda sick.
Esther had bad flu and Tina had bad cough.
Wish both of you a speedy recovery.
After school, followed Anthea, Mingfei and Alicia to Queens to eat laksa.
YUM! Kinda spicy though. But we enjoyed. :D
Then after all, we walked around and headed to macs to study a little cause it was raining.
I finished my maths and the rain stopped.
So we all headed to Anchor Point to get a cough medicine for Tina.
Bought it and we headed back.
Anthea headed home while Mingfei went to get her ezlink done.
Alicia and I went back to school to find Tina.
Guess what, she wasn't in school. There wasn't any Red Cross training today.
So apparently we went back for nothing.
I'M SUPER SORRY TO ALICIA! She so awesome that she followed me back to school for nothing. :)
Well, I want to pass the medicine to Tina, so somehow called her and went to her house.
Met her downstairs her block and pass it to her and headed home..
Kinda miss that moment as I told myself that I should took that opportunity to hold her hands.
Guess again. I failed. I didn't have the courage to do it.
Why? Am I that lousy? Gosh.
Well, kinda teared home cause is like I really regretted it.
So after all these, I told myself again and again,
If I really love her, I got to do something that prove to her about my feelings.
Trust me, 1 day. Just 1 day, I will be able to do it.
Cause I will definitely say I Love You for many reasons.
Tina, I Love You.

13.1.10

CCA fair today, I didn't really do anything.
Cause I don't even know what CCA am I in.
Well, I ran out from the hub just to see the Red cross dance.
Managed to see Tina dancing. SHE IS DAMN CUTE!
After they finish dancing, I almost wanted to cry.
Cause I couldn't take my eyes off her.
She just to amazing. Too cute that couldn't take my eyes off her.
Then finish resting at the hub, Jasmine wanted to go down to join them.
Apparently I followed.
She went to join her media while I stand by the media section.
Guess what, Red Cross was dancing again.
This time, a better view for me. How awesome!
When they started, my eyes was already set on Tina.
The way she dance was so awesome and cute and cool.
I could only focus on her and not everyone else.
Why? Because I'm in love with her..

Met up with Isabel and Jeanette and we were about to leave.
They went to talk to Tina for some reason.
Wish that I could had hug her.
But because NPCC was there, I didn't..
I miss her so much even though I'm able to see her tomorrow.
Day by day, I miss her so badly.
ILOVEYOU.

12.1.11

Just created this Blog not long ago.
Let's just start with a small post.
Hmmm, Kinda missing her now. Why?
Maybe because I Love Her?
Well, I wish that I could hug her tightly and tell her how much I love her.
How much she meant to me in my life.
Guess what, problem is that I don't have the courage.
Building that takes alot of time.
But, as long its for her. I'm willing to.

She is such a wonderful girl that brought me hope in my life.
Ever since I liked her, Everything has been brighten up by her smile.
Her beautiful voice could just make me go crazy.
Reason why? Cause She's Amazing.
Her actions? Makes me go high.
Her laughter makes me feel as through I'm laughing without anyone bothering me.
Now that I love her so much,
I'm even willing to give up everything.

I thank God for knowing such a Awesome girl in my life.
Without her, I don't think you all can find so much joy in my life.
Just hoping that 1 day, she will accept me.
I'll try my best and I wont give up.
:)

I made a song for her-

When I walk pass you,
I just keep thinking of you.
How will I be, able to hold on to you..
When I see your face,
Your smile brighten up my days.
For I know,
I'll be loving you.

Tina~